I have always wondered why ur darkest thoughts come to u in the middle of the night. It can be the happiest day or the saddest, but come 0300hrs and suddenly all the demons u have been hiding from come out and taunt u with their presence. The what-ifs, what-nots, all felt and unfelt insults come out to lash u again, to remember what they felt like. All u can do is think of all u could have done better, faster...thats the time to hate the most. There is nothing in this world that can hurt as much as memory of things that u could have achieved but lost due to ur own stupidity. And not all the justifications in the world, to urself or others, can make u forget. Why is it like that- what is it abt this time that will not let u forget?
9 years ago
